So it's been, well I'm not sure how long it's been since my last post. I want to start this blog though by saying thank you so much to those who have read it. I can see each and every one of you and it means so much to know that someone, somewhere, is hearing me and listening. I also want to thank everyone who has sent me a cat related link or picture. I am beside myself with this small gift of kindness shown by friends and new friends. So thank you so much. I've had a few people delete me from certain social networking sites, but believe me when I say. I don't care. Some people say that and they do care, I don't. I don't need that kind of negativity around me. It doesn't aid me in getting better.

Since my last post, a few things have changed. I see my mental health worker next Tuesday for the first time. I'm looking forward to it, it's a scary thing but in some ways I'm relieved I may now get some help and find out what it is that has slowed me down recently. I have had my appeal letter accepted by the dwp too, which was a small victory for me, but again is just the start. I'm trying to remain positive.

I've become actively involved with a few web sites and pages to offer advice with what to do with regard to benefits etc, that's keeping my brain active. Although I have had a few days where the mist has descended over my brain and it's been like I've had a lobotomy.

Today, I come to you whilst in a lot of pain. I have OCD, and decided to clean my house like a mad woman yesterday. It's meant today my legs haven't felt like my own, and had I of let them, they'd have happily dropped off and fell to the floor like ribbons.

Things are looking up though, and I'm trying to keep that mentality. It can be difficult, especially on those days when I can't get my socks on or stand to cook myself a meal, (I have steak tonight. It was on offer. I'm sitting down to prep everything. Not missing out on the steak.) but I've learnt to laugh at those times. I'm even looking at putting them into a comic strip form and publishing them via the internet. (Anyone who fancies drawing for me, I have one idea already, I can easily script it ;) )

So I leave this post, on a positive note. :) I'm sorry if it seems like I'm rambling again. I love talking and my fingers can't type as quickly as my brain can put them together. (I've had to read this 6 times already to make sure I've written it correctly. ha!) Until next time readers. Stay erm.... I need to work on this tag line. :)